So dad - I need your help with a few things. First off, continue to watch over Lane and Rachel. Lane had another surgery and although healing well, still has a cancerous tumor in his brain. Please please please watch over my greatest and dearest friend Courtney and she struggles with the pain of losing her dad. Please give her the great gift of knowing SHE will be ok in the end. It will be such a hard path for her to walk, but I know that you'll make sure she gets over the hurdles when I can't. Please continue to watch over me as I go through all that I'm going through with the BOEE and my new job. I've caught glimpses of you, but I know you're also trying to let me find my way.
I thank you over and over again for giving Eric all these great opportunities. He's been so busy with work and his cup has definitely been overflowing. He's been such a wonderful husband to me, and probably wouldn't have been had you not been his biggest fan when we were going through our toughest times.
I love you so so so much and know you're going to help me through it all. But right now, concentrate on Courtney. She's going to need it the most in the next couple of days.
Miss you beyond words -
Laura